life is always full of wicked,unexpected turns in the road.it is messy and full of complications at times.there are points that we find ourselves railing against what is right,what is moral or what is must.it pains us so much most specially when the one we are arguing with is our very own self.you keep on thinking that what has to be done,has to be done but end up what?making fool out of yourself. damn.
i ran out of words due to the fact that yeah,i have so much thoughts to say.i have so many things to unload.i have so much.
a lot of things had happened lately that i even found it awfully hard where to start and how shall i end it.well,i must say that i am living a complicated life "again."
Sometimes I wanna ask myself, "how can i be that STUPID?how can I be that insane,huh?" but as i go over the reasons on why i end up doing those,actions are somehow JUSTIFIED.I have been getting a lot recently.I admit,history is repeating itself.And how pathetic it is in the eyes of other people that i never ever learned.I know that I don't have to explain nor defend myself to them,maybe because I have been tired enough to do such.Anyhow,i certainly believe that you cannot really say you completely know a person,it's just that there are things that you learned or known about them.Or probably,i had stopped caring about what other people might say so long as I know the consequences and that I can stand on my own at the end.I greatly appreciate everything but allow me to decide for myself.I know you might termed this as insanity,anyway that's going to be your call.
I was in deep thought last time when a new acquaintance of mine sent me this SMS:
"It is a always risk to like someone and it involves time, patience and understanding to get someone's heart to open up. At times, it will work other times it won't. But that's why you call it a RISK - you invest in something and there's a possibility that you WON'T win.However you still get something in return:strength of heart and mind,and the assurance that you won't have any REGRETS from not trying."
That quote had a point.Just let those words do the explanation for you.
Did you get attracted to someone you never thought you will?Well,More often than not,we never fall for someone we are SUPPOSED to fall with.
I must say that he is one of the those who exhilarates me as of yet.as they say,extraordinary things are always hiding in places people never try to look in.i am guilty of that.surprisingly, i blissfully enjoy moments spent with him but definitely I am aware that everything in this world is impermanent and that I know for a fact that worse comes to worst,the feeling will soon last.nothing lasts forever.it has to end.and how I wish when that time comes,I will still be able to recuperate not relapse.
i ran out of words due to the fact that yeah,i have so much thoughts to say.i have so many things to unload.i have so much.
a lot of things had happened lately that i even found it awfully hard where to start and how shall i end it.well,i must say that i am living a complicated life "again."
Sometimes I wanna ask myself, "how can i be that STUPID?how can I be that insane,huh?" but as i go over the reasons on why i end up doing those,actions are somehow JUSTIFIED.I have been getting a lot recently.I admit,history is repeating itself.And how pathetic it is in the eyes of other people that i never ever learned.I know that I don't have to explain nor defend myself to them,maybe because I have been tired enough to do such.Anyhow,i certainly believe that you cannot really say you completely know a person,it's just that there are things that you learned or known about them.Or probably,i had stopped caring about what other people might say so long as I know the consequences and that I can stand on my own at the end.I greatly appreciate everything but allow me to decide for myself.I know you might termed this as insanity,anyway that's going to be your call.
I was in deep thought last time when a new acquaintance of mine sent me this SMS:
"It is a always risk to like someone and it involves time, patience and understanding to get someone's heart to open up. At times, it will work other times it won't. But that's why you call it a RISK - you invest in something and there's a possibility that you WON'T win.However you still get something in return:strength of heart and mind,and the assurance that you won't have any REGRETS from not trying."
That quote had a point.Just let those words do the explanation for you.
Did you get attracted to someone you never thought you will?Well,More often than not,we never fall for someone we are SUPPOSED to fall with.
I must say that he is one of the those who exhilarates me as of yet.as they say,extraordinary things are always hiding in places people never try to look in.i am guilty of that.surprisingly, i blissfully enjoy moments spent with him but definitely I am aware that everything in this world is impermanent and that I know for a fact that worse comes to worst,the feeling will soon last.nothing lasts forever.it has to end.and how I wish when that time comes,I will still be able to recuperate not relapse.
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