am i on the right track?
i was walking.looking all those faces from left to right.then i started - "ladies and gentlemen, good afternoon."-i was in the midst of declaiming in front of numerous people when suddenly, my mobile phone alarmed.oh!another night is over.it's Monday again.
it was around 6:30am when i called my mom from our room to prepare breakfast.i was also awakened by hunger too.i stood up,fixed myself and ate.the weekend had passed without me even trying to visit my site.that's something new.I'm quite not in the mood.i spent my weekend in front of our television,literally.i watched "Knowing:by Nicolas Cage" and the rest for the regular programming 'til i noticed that weekend is over.nah!weekend is over.
i decided to finally open the laptop to check my online accounts.my horoscope:Write out your feelings today -- the physical act will help you understand them.i didn't know what does it mean until i was able to read my best friend's bulletin in fs.(oopps,ex-best friend,i mean)it was all about her experience at wowowee last Saturday.she played together with her co-disc jockey.yeah.she's one of them hiding in the name of "seksi sabel" of ifm.our relationship is not the question here,so better not to ask what happened.i admittedly envied her.i guess no one can blame me.she made it.at her early age,she was able to have a name in the radio industry.she was right in choosing her course and spent 4 years to indulge in it.kudos for her.she excelled and is now exposed on her field.
in this incident,i then asked myself if i am on the right track.
broadcast communication was never my choice.though i am a writer when i was in grade V and VI, and a journalism student during high school,i never thought of taking related course because practically speaking,i was informed and quite aware na walang pera sa media.plus the fact that i so love math.so when i graduated last 2001,i am completely decided to take accountancy as my course.i passed the exam,proudly saying that accountancy is said to be the bread and butter of PUP that time.but things didnt end up as what i thought it would be.i was in pile when someone shouted -NO MORE SLOTS-shocks.'san ako pupulutin nito?i had my plans.everything was in line up.and taking accountancy was next in line.but there were no slots available.no slots available.
minutes after i just found myself in the pile for graduated students that were about to take COMMUNICATION COURSE.we were given choices,it's either JOURNALISM or BROADCAST COMMUNICATION.applicants for JOURN were given task to come up with an essay first to see if they qualify.I AM NOT IN THE MOOD TO WRITE.so i decided to take BROADCAST COMMUNICATION instead.that's the only option that i had that time.i am honestly not certain if i am taking the right one,let it be.
and so i just found myself enjoying the course.and now, that four years of indulging in it were over.it's all over.
i am not regretful plus the fact that regrets/repent was never in my vocabulary.admittedly i enjoyed my entire stay in the isolated campus of COLLEGE OF COMMUNICATION.my experience in such course can never be put in words,really.but experience will always be experience.as quoted: even the most perfect day eventually has it's own sunset.
this coming 8th of May will be our commencement day,at world trade hall.by that time,we will be proclaimed as bachelors in the field of communication,specifically broadcast communication.the entire four years of being a working student finally ended.my status quo?regular employee in the call center industry.and i am honestly not happy with it.i am one of those who are not in the normal life.financially speaking,i have no question,i am being compensated properly as i can see.the nature of the work is the thing that really bothers me.i am a graduated communication student.i am not supposed to end up working in such industry.i deserve more.we,the graduates deserve a lot more.
at the end of the day,this is where it will all boils down, in our hands.so don't waste time.make every second worth it.
-This day is full of unique events that will spark your creative output and get you inspired enough to do something with it. Write out your feelings -- either in a letter to yourself, to the person you are trying to get to know better, or to someone who is getting on your last nerve. Your way with words is quite skilled, and will evoke exactly the right message. Your clear messages will help make it all too obvious what the next steps should be.
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