i am faceless,unwanted,unloved and abandoned single lady.this is how i am feeling right this very moment.i wanted to shout cause i know it will be a relief to say it loud and admit it.yes,i admit that i am in love with a guy who is taboo.forbidden.i wanted to move on.let go.anyway, i know it will not take too long for that love to die.loving him discreetly is plain stupid.indeed.
it's so nice having an objective person to talk to sometimes and someone you can hang on in times of crisis.i am craving for one.in times like this,i am dying inside to see my friends and chat with them over coffee.anyway,they have always been the persons i completely confide with,we are confidantes ever since.
someone is wasting his/her time posting comments here in my blog.just last time,there was an encouragement for me to tell that guy everything.but it's seems that it's a door that i refused to open.i am not valiant enough to do that.and i hate to be rejected.i am aching to see him,aching to see them.i am feeling ache in my heart just seeing how he loves her.it hurts so damn much.
"a day is long but week is a lot more longer"
this will be another week.and it's good to know that i'll be on a VL for three days plus two-day off.cool.i need this.i badly need this.
it's so nice having an objective person to talk to sometimes and someone you can hang on in times of crisis.i am craving for one.in times like this,i am dying inside to see my friends and chat with them over coffee.anyway,they have always been the persons i completely confide with,we are confidantes ever since.
someone is wasting his/her time posting comments here in my blog.just last time,there was an encouragement for me to tell that guy everything.but it's seems that it's a door that i refused to open.i am not valiant enough to do that.and i hate to be rejected.i am aching to see him,aching to see them.i am feeling ache in my heart just seeing how he loves her.it hurts so damn much.
"a day is long but week is a lot more longer"
this will be another week.and it's good to know that i'll be on a VL for three days plus two-day off.cool.i need this.i badly need this.
I'm not actually waisting my time.
ReplyDeleteAnd i wasn't literally telling you to tell him how you feel... It should be the other way around... you'll just hurt yourself even more if you wont move on...
And what makes you say you're unloved?
That is so untrue.... .. . . ... you have ur family... friends... and u might need to move on 1st to realize someone might be, already is, or has been loving you already... .