Saturday, May 30, 2009

remorseful

how would you tell someone that you love him when you used to ignore him at first?how would you tell him that you have fallen when he is already committed to someone and with all due to respect to their relationship you are hindered to do so?how would you tell someone that you love him when it seems he's no longer into you?how will you respond to such situation?

i'm dead.and i guess it's my bad.

this week has been so,so tiring.indeed tiring.given the fact that it gets tougher and tougher dealing with texans and all the complaints they have every second of the call,i get so weak with everything that's happening to me.i am emotionally getting really,really tired.i feel like I AM BEATEN THAT EVERY INCH OF ME ACHED,literally and figuratively.i almost get distraught.everyday i feel like i am depreciated for some reasons.weary.but out of respect for my friends,thanks for making my day as easy as possible.it didn't occur to me sharing every thought to all of you guys but atleast let me know you that you're appreciated.

i'm confused.as if i am stuck in crossroads,indecisive which road to take.the more i think,the more confused i get.and it sucks.you don't always have to go with the flow.there's no assurance in such.you might lose at the end.due to life unpredictability,we have to think.we always have to think how to respond on situations that requires deep thinking for you to surmount such without regrets at the latter part of the game.they say that giving up is no other like than losing.like giving up is always tantamount to losing the game of a life.but when can you say that it isn't time to give up yet?when can you say that you still have to fight?oh well.maybe it will always gonna be a case to case basis.like,every rule has it's own exemptions.i guess.that might be right.oh.distressing.

my bad.how pathetic.

1 comment:

  1. What are you confused about? if you love this guy, just tell him. Even though hes with another girl, if he really likes you, he'd break up with her for you. You'll never know till you let him know how you feel. You like movies... thats how movies go.. they end up happy together..

    But... life aint a movie... deal with reality and move on... thats the only reason why ur emotionally tired...

    Yah thats a big "may bad" thing... things do happen for a reason..

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