its been a while.. haven't done blogging for the last couple of days?weeks?months?nah.. that doesn't matter then... in silence i speak with myself..try to do some reflections..thinking things over..coming up with decisions.. but at the end of the day, im still indecisive...pity myself...
it's been a while.. a lot of things had happened... im somehow looking for someone who knows what's the real meaning of LISTEN... someone i am comfortable enough that i can speak and outburst all the emotions i keep on hiding even to myself... someone that i know i can be true enough and someone that i can COMPLETELY TRUST....it's still good to know that you have one...
the lessened demand in school impacted me much... good thing that i am somehow getting enough sleep and rest than usual... good thing that i am not that much stressed than before... and it's just a sign.. sign that i am finally getting there... GAGRADUATE NA AKO!!!!!!!!!!
...goodbye to group works
"and how you deal with members claiming they are'nt aware of any task assigned"
...goodbye to reporting
"and how it feels to wear those corporate attires and deliver your part in front of the class with you professor waiting for single mistake that you'll definitely commit"
...goodbye to being a pretender and pretentious
"review.stud.review.hooosh"
...goodbye to very lengthy and objective oral and written examinations "exam.failed.exam.failed.exam.passed.yes!"
....goodbye to all the rehearsals the class had in preparation for a presentation "and how it feels to lose after every competition"
...goodbye to numerous or should i say infinite number of assignments given almost every after such
"waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
...goodbye college life...
wait, im getting lost... where am i at?
hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhooooooooooooooooossssssssshhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am almost done.almost done.almost done!yipeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!
on the other hand... the not that much busy sched of mine made my everyday life ssooo B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!!!!!!!
try to take a look at this.here's my routine *for a regular day*
-get up at night
-get ready to work
-ride a cab
-make use of the elevator
-go to ladies' washroom
-get inside the workplace
-chat with friends for a while
-pull up tools
-review updates
-go on auto in
-get auxes on time
-log out
-get home
-check online accts
-play with pets for a while
-eat
-sleep
-AND START ALL OVER AGAIN...
though,i don't complain.. i am not complaining here.. i have an option... and i chose to have all those stuffs in a routine... just giving you a glimpse on how my normal day passes... i know you don't care, but this is my blog, i can post whatever i want to... *winks*
just then i realized that i am not used to this kind of living... need to have some changes.changes. changes.changes.changes.
have you already read paolo's VERONICA DECIDES TO DIE? if yes, good then,if not, go to hell.. haha.. kidding.. that novel feared me a lot... seriously...i wont give any hint on what is it all about, it's always for you to find out... better grab one... *winks.winks.winks*
you know what, i am totally getting lost here... dunno what my focus is.. and that will be a shame on my part.. im still not okey.. and still trying to gather all my thoughts and focus on things that i want to write.. ill be adding this one as my routine as well... assestment at the end of the day? i dont think so...
i am not in the mood today... *no longer new*
hahaha... just want to leave this to you - "get back to reality and concentrate on the concrete"
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