status quo - one of my fears.

"Breast cyst formation is an unpleasant and sometimes painful occurrence in some women, it can however be remedied through proper diagnosis. The cyst may arise due to a variety of reasons, and one of them called fibrocystic breast disease has been identified as the most common cause of breast cysts. And the physical manifestations of this illness are the formation of fluid filled masses that are encysted in lumps that can be felt through the skin, breast cyst can affect one or both the breast with telltale lumps that are recurrent and can cause pain, the lumps being tender and recurrent, this flare-ups or the appearance of the lumps usually happen around the time of menstruation in this illness. The occurrence of breast cyst formation is also linked to the onset of breast cancer but at the same time breast cancer in itself cannot and should not be ruled except in the light of professional diagnosis from a competent medical practitioner. Breast cancer can only be completely ruled out in cases where the lumps have movement and are sore, because in the vast majority of cases of breast cancer, it is very unlikely that the lump will be movable and vary in size with the monthly menstrual cycle- most cancerous tissue is often painless, is not motile or is totally immovable and does not show fluctuations in size with the menstrual cycle. Discoloration of skin and a difference in the nipple size and shape are other warning signs for breast cancer and professional advice must be taken at the earliest, which might lead to a biopsy and diagnosis and subsequent treatment. " (PMS), which happens somewhere around middle age in all women, the lumps formed have some movement within the breast and are usually painful or tender to the touch, and can bring on soreness and stiffness to the breast. The onset of breast cysts in women is mostly in middle age around and about the ages of thirty and fifty. The medical diagnosis is not - http://www.herbs2000.com/disorders/breast_cysts.htm

it's been almost two years.way back in November of 2007 i discovered that i have one.initial reaction?i cried.i really don't have the idea on why i did.tears just ran over my cheeks.i immediately texted one of my closest peer.i was worried.i was bothered.i questioned.i researched some facts regarding such illness.until i noticed that almost two years had passed and nothing has changed until...

this morning,or should i say recently,this cyst of mine is making papampam.literally making papansin to me.i am always awakened by the pain it gives.-makirot-.i used to feel that before,but it's deteriorating i guess.until this point in time,we are clueless if this is malignant or just benign.i honestly don't have any interest to know if one is which.i maybe strong,but i am fearing that inside of me.what if it's malignant?i haven't been admitted for the last 21 years.i have never feel injection thru my veins,and never did i have dextrose as well.i never appreciated the environment in a hospital.dull.malungkot.sabi ko sa friend ko,if she wants to feel sorrow,go ahead and have a stay in one hospital.this is a given fact,isn't not?

but i guess,this is something that i really cannot escape from.after a lot of people advised me to see and seek some medical explanation for this one,i finally decided to go and see an obgyne.but not now.the following week i guess.i know minor operation or intense medication might follow,but that's definitely better than death i guess,right?

and so i asked my mom to accompany me after payday and see our ob then.hope it's not for operation *crossed fingers*...cause this status quo is one of my fears..