Saturday, August 22, 2009

deteriorating.

should i known the consequences,i should have managed to turn around.
something is always going on and it never seems to end.
shit happens,and it feels like hell.

i have been in a lot lately.i am so wounded that i even don't know how to put all those in words.mouthful.

disappointments.everybody hates this.most of us avoids such.but are we aware that in simple acts of us,others get disappointed?that sometimes,no matter how careful we are,little acts of us might have negative impact to others.result?HELL.

i value friendship a lot.but i commit mistakes as well.and i am not the ideal type of friend.i also have my flaws.one big question that bothers me a lot,why people used to judge people negatively in a single mistake they had committed?why do we use to come up with this negative thoughts whenever we get disappointed with someone?why most of us relatively say that, that's all she got,she's like that,she's only like this when she just committed a single mistake that,yeah,let say might impacted us a lot?is it still being fair?tell me.and why when fair people did something foul,it's as if they have been worthless ever since?worst,why a "friend" could forget everything after an incident that she disappointed her friend a lot?is a single mistake enough for us to judge her,and leave things behind?i don't know.maybe because i perceive the other way around.

if we have to learn,we have to learn it all.things can get worse.situation gets deteriorated.we wouldn't learn and make things right if we hesitate to admit that we were wrong. we won't get cured if in the first place,we were not sick.we can never be happy,if we were not sad and felt awful.life has its own way of teaching us a lesson and making us feel startled.people might have different way of perceiving those.

friendship will always be friendship.

"once all the passions are gone,with no word needed or any explanation,balik ung friendship nyo.coz that's how real friendship should be.ALWAYS." - ate joy

we might not be okay recently guys,we disappointed each other so much.but i won't let the friendship go.we'll be healed in time.after all,kaibigan ko pa rin kayo.


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