Sunday, August 9, 2009

sentiments.

spending time with someone you haven't been for long time is really priceless.
allow me to share how it felt to be with one of the most valuable persons since my college life:cookies.

after my shift last Sunday morning,cookies and i decided to meet at Ortigas.it was never planned.just so happened that surprisingly,our schedule met.i was supposed to be with another friend of mine who happened to be asleep i guess the whole day yesterday.haha!you owe me something now,theresa.

well,we strolled along sm ortigas and i blissfully conversed with her,once again.shared latest events,gone over what we had experienced.laughed.it took us four whole hours to fully get updated with each other.

you might say that it's just one of the usual stuff we oftenly do.but i'll tell you,being with persons who matters most to your life just like her is worthless.it's always good to have a friend.

on the flipside,i had an awful week,i must admit.

PMS,high-volume of calls,failed audit,bad call monitored.stressing calls,NEW SCHEDULE with SPLIT OFF or what have you.those are just some of the nasty events this week that had passed over me.what would have happened?chances are,i might be very exhausted.which,i guess, i'm really one.what do you expect?

sentiment #1 - APATHY.i am starting to dislike my work,worse than before.everyday i feel like i am always having a stupid conversation every call.bored.and aside from the peole i work with and the help it gives financially i found no other reasons to stay,but apparently, i need to.and that makes it a serious battle.

sentiment #2 - PRESSURE.i've always wanted to be a part of the field that i have studied for the last four years just like some of my blockmates.three months had passed and still,until this time i am working as a contact center agent.i never envisioned myself to be with that company for more than two years,but i only have few months left and two years will be over.

sentiment #3 - STABILITY.things change and people do.some of my blockmates no longer keep in touch unlike they were before.i myself is guilty for this.schedules frequently meet,most probably.i missed their company,and i miss the girl i used to be whenever i am with them.

sentiment #4 - HEALTH ISSUE.i can no longer take the pain and i feel scared with the possible consequences.come wednesday i will finally have my check up.MALIGNANT or BENIGN?clueless.


amidst these sentiments,i feels good to be with someone who you can be perfectly comfortable with.no matter how distressing the day was,it's nice to know that you have someone who'll compensate for all those unlikely events.

thanks COOKIES!

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